Thursday, March 11, 2010

Hari Penuh Emosi...

Begitu lega hati ini ...tuhan saja yang tahu...
Betapa bersyukurnya aku...tuhan saja yang tahu..
Begitu sukarnya jalan yang pernah ku lalui... tuhan saja yang tahu akan hikmahnya
Aku tempuhi...aku redah...aku pikul...aku bertahan...
Hingga satu ketika aku hampir tersungkur...
Aku hilang arah...
Dek tikaman dari belakang..

Tetapi ...
Demi mata-mata jernih yang penuh pengharapan di hadapanku
Demi tangan-tangan kecil yang mengapai ke arahku
Demi muka-muka comel yang tidak mengerti lagi akan sebuah kehidupan..
Aku buangkan ego diri
Aku korbankan kepentingan diri
Aku ketepikan perasaan hati
Aku gaulkan kekuatan yang aku ada
Emosi..mental..rohani... fizikal...
Aku bangun...
Aku lawan...
Aku tentang...

Hari ini...
Airmata kesedihanku yang lalu
Telah Kau gantikan dengan butiran airmata kegembiraan

Aku percaya..
Kebaikan yang aku tabur...kebaikan yang aku dapat
Kesengsaraan yang aku lalui...kenikmatan yang aku kecapi di penghujungnya
Kesabaran yang aku tanggung...kejayaan yang aku perolehi
Bagai hukum karma...

Hari ini tuhan memberikan aku sebuah kebahagiaan...
Membolehkan aku tersenyum ...sepuas-puasnya
Walau pun aku tahu perjalanan masih jauh
Aku yakin...aku tahu...aku percaya
Kau akan sentiasa menyayangi diri ku....

Oh Tuhan...
Ku panjatkan kesyukuran yang tidak terhingga kepada mu...

10 comments:

Miss Zahidah Zakaria said...

Alhamdulillah :)

Al-Manar said...

Madam
I have often told Almanar pupils the measure of success is the amount of work one puts into it. All rawards are for HIM to grant, not as a mater of our right. I am pleased to see that you share the thought by giving HIM puji pujian unreservedly. Your children deserve what they have got. Alhamdulillah.
Pakcik

Memorable trails... said...

Thanks Si Mujahidah..hei you keep changing your call sign eh..

Memorable trails... said...

I know..I know...I know..Pakcik.All rewards are for him to grant.Maybe I am just a bit emotional today...eyes brimmed with tears as I wrote this post...
Thanks for reminding...

Umi Kalthum Ngah said...

Dear Madam Gold,

So good to hear about the achievements of your children...

Reminds me of my days with mine..years ago...My youngest and his elder sister are now already and steadily climbing the corporate ladder. Nothing much to say now, just doa so that success does not get into their heads...and that they never lose sight of the real reason why we mankind were created by our Creator...

Am enjoying the moments when my little Insyirah (first grandchild) babbles about her kindergarten, her teachers and friends...

Enjoy your children to the fullest, my dear..

Wasalam...

Memorable trails... said...

Thanks for visiting again Dr Umi.
At school the other day,my friend was talking about you.Actually he had just read all my posts.N he encouraged me to go further.He said he has a friend who is an engineering lecturer cum novelist.So I asked him for the name.N he mentioned yours...
Am sure now you are enjoying the fruits of your labour...I too hope one day I can sit back and relax, watching my children's accomplishment.

Unknown said...

What a lovely piece! Did you write this? So much feelings, emotion and passion expressed purely, succinctly.

Thanks for sharing and thanks for the visit :-).

Salam

Memorable trails... said...

Dear masterwordsmith,
Thanks for visiting my site too n for leaving encouraging comments.Yes,I wrote it myself ...just expressing my feeling at that particular moment..spontaneously..n right from the heart..

Win said...

Dear Cikgu, Alhamdulillah and congrats to you and your son for obtaining excellent SPM results!

Memorable trails... said...

Thank you Win..all his hardwork pays..syukur alhamdulillah..